Chapter 11-12 journal 4 perspective Scout

I always thought that i was going to snap first not Jem. I thought that i was going to do somethin with out thinkin aboout it. Jem just snap after Mrs Dubose said some more harful thing tord us after he bought me my baton he snaped it in halg an destoried her yard, But what he was doing he was in grave peril. Becuase Mrs Dubose had a pistol under her blackets an if she missed the black lady wouldn't. Itryed to stop him, but for some reason he inaudible my crys. when we got back Atticus came an told him what he did was wrong an that he needs to go get his punishment for what he did. when we went to go to her house to read to her she was saying a bunch of odd words like controdict, contemporaries, an cantankerous which I sill don'tunderstand what that means.